thank you allah

alhamdolilah! iam alive and breathing. iam spared from illnesses, poverty,suffering, tension, anxiety and depression. alhamdolilah! you can never thank god enough can you? everyday he does something new to bring tears to your eyes. everyday is a new day to praise his existance. his countless bounties and unlimited treasures.
today was friday and every thursday i think how i will make this friday special but thanks to this oversleeping problem that i have and school's tiredness, my plans never take place. hahahhhaah...khair i know myself, i will be making plans for next friday knowing they might not occur again.
although i have vowed not to backbite or criticize i will mention someone today that i really want to. i hope my writing style will not be condescending or critical. i know someone in school and every time i see that person i get very scared of allah. how can that person be so unaware of allhas words or she might choose to be. may allah give us the guidance and strengh to realise our mistakes and not be a source of irritation to others. i have told this person politely that you should change your behaviour because sometimes allah does not like such conduct. allah is great and he will guide us all. every time iam in that persons presence i learn. i learn not to utter words when they are not needed. i learn that i must be positive and thankful to god no matter what. theres a beautiful qoute from peer-e-kamil that says'' agar allah day day to shukr aur nahi day to sabr''. i learn from her not to be negative about allah, hes our rab he can never plan something ill for us. i learn from her that i must repect people, their opinions and beliefs. even when they clash with mine, i must not disrespect them. i should not be cranky and touchy. and most of all whatever i cannot tolerate fo myself , i must not tolerate that for others. i pray to allah to give her hidaya. i will not be true to my words if i dont want for her what i want for myself. eternal bliss from allah. ameen.
i lack the strengh or charisma that many people posses to inspire others towards them. i am not that strong. my actions and deeds are not that strong. i pray to allah that they become how i want them to be. but ofcourse this takes time.